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July 2026
Jul 9◠I ended up sleeping until 9 AM today. I think I actually got some sleep (*laughs*), or maybe not, I'm not sure. It's past 10 AM now, and brother really did go with Dad. They have to wait until 6 PM for the new puppy to arrive, flying in from Chiang Rai (*laughs*). Mom named him Moo-deang (*laughs*), because he's from up north.1m 56sJul 8⌇I'm so hungry. (*sniffs*) So hungry I woke up and can't go back to sleep. I ate dinner early last night, around 5 PM, and then had some whey at 9 PM, which usually holds me, but now I'm just starving. (*sighs*)1m 26sJul 8◐Hello! (*laughs*) I had a moment of panic, wondering if I'd recorded yesterday's entry before midnight. I thought I might be back on Day 1 again. (*sighs*) After reinstalling my operating system the other day, I couldn't access my Authenticator app. Today, I finally managed to recover it. The problem was, it needed a backup key, and I had no idea what that was. It turns out it's a password I set myself, and it's not stored in the cloud, so if you lose it, you're stuck. This app holds nearly thirty of my accounts, so I was pretty desperate.12m 13sJul 8◐Good morning. I just woke up, washed my face, and brushed my teeth. My brother handled the document pickup himself, so I don't need to go. I'm thinking about the gym, but it's only eight, and they don't turn on the AC during off-peak hours, even though it's a 24-hour gym. So I'll wait until around nine. Today I'll probably just cycle; I need a change. Running yesterday was exhausting, and my lower body muscles haven't fully recovered.3m 15sJul 7⌇I forgot to mention, it's July 7th today. I finally ordered the new AirPods 3 Pro because the noise in my old ones had become so loud it was ear-piercing, almost unbearable.57sJul 7◡Hello (*laughs*). I'm so sleepy (*yawns*), so tired today. It's been one thing after another since this morning. I woke up, planning to run, but an iOS 27 Beta 3 update popped up. I downloaded it to my phone, and it got stuck on the Apple logo for five to ten minutes. I force-restarted, but it stayed frozen. Even after two attempts to sideload the firmware via my MacBook, it failed (*laughs*). I had no choice but to factory reset it. I really didn't want to buy a new phone right now (*laughs*).11m 00sJul 6◡(*yawns*) Hello, it's 1 AM, and I got a bit carried away with anime tonight (*laughs*). I've been exploring new shows. I watched two today, but didn't finish either. The first was an overpowered main character type, something like *Who Says I'm Not Fit to Be a Demon Lord*. After watching more complex stories, these predictable plots feel a bit bland, so I only made it to episode eight. Then I switched to a Rom-Com, a lighthearted school story called *Horimiya*. I've seen it before, but it's easy and doesn't stress me out, so I'll probably finish the first season of that one.7m 10sJul 5◡Just finished everything (*laughs*). Met up with friends today for board games – new ones and Uno. It was so intense, I played until my head hurt; a migraine started, throbbing. I'm out of paracetamol (*sighs*), and my forehead is still throbbing a little.2m 36sJul 5◡I just got back from the gym, a good session from 9:30 to 11. After a few days off, I did a full lower body workout. It really got me (*laughs*), though my strength dipped on some parts.2m 07sJul 4⌇It's past midnight. I just watched P'Ek's livestream before bed, and I need to put in some eye drops (*sighs*). It's been a really busy day (*on my mind*) for me, starting with two nights of nightmares. I usually never dream, but these were the kind that make you jolt awake from pain. Today, I feel especially exhausted.4m 29sJul 3⌇It's past one in the morning. (*sighs*) I got to bed by 10 or 11, but I know tonight I won't sleep well. I had shabu for dinner, and I ate *only* meat, no vegetables. (*laughs*) My body is working so hard to digest it all.3m 33sJul 3◠I don't really feel like talking much tonight, even though it was a good day. I met up with friends and we did so much since morning: played board games, went for ice cream, then more board games, and ended with shabu. I also went to physical therapy this morning. Tomorrow we might go out early (*sighs*).3m 21sJul 2⌇I'm recording this now, because I don't have the heart to say anything else. I just need to sink into these feelings for a bit.20sJul 2⌇I want to go for a run so badly (*sighs*). Should I? But I have physical therapy tomorrow. Do I really have to stop running? (*laughs*)1m 23sJul 2⌇Just woke up (*laughs*). I realized I forgot to record last night — I've been forgetting a lot lately. I didn't mean to, but I did, falling asleep around midnight while listening to a podcast. Yesterday was stressful. I was worried about my mental health and talked to AI about it, not knowing who else to speak with.4m 25s
June 2026
Jun 30◡Oh, I almost forgot to say, happy new month! (*laughs*) It's July already.36sJun 30⌇Guys! I finally found my left Airpods tonight (*sighs*). I was so confused, I'd looked all day, checked everywhere – under, behind the cabinet, every nook. I'd given up and was about to order new ones. Then, just now, while on Discord with friends, I glanced left and saw them sitting on a book on a shelf (*laughs*). I'm still surprised they ended up there. If the cat had knocked them, they'd usually fall to the floor. But they somehow landed inside the bookshelf. (*yawns*)6m 42sJun 30⌇I can't find my left AirPods (*laughs*). I'm screwed! It really looks like I'll have to buy new ones (*sighs*).15sJun 30⌇I didn't record it yesterday because I was feeling really down, like a sad dog (*laughs*). There was just too much on my mind. Today, I'm out for work. I went home this morning, and now I'm at the office to sign some documents. It actually went well. I was nervous at first because my brother usually handles these things, but he was out with my mom, so I had to come alone. He still helped me a lot over the phone.5m 24sJun 28◡I'm really sleepy today (*sighs*), not having slept well. I spent some time trying to get old expenses into the system, gathering all the data that isn't properly organized yet. It's a mess because Mom didn't record this year's accounts with any structure; she just jotted down daily expenses, and they're not even in order. Previous years were much easier, as she'd divided everything into different modules (*laughs*).4m 35sJun 28◡I've been sleepy all day (*laughs*). The day went well, though. I was out by 7 AM, finished work, signed the contract, and was back home by 10 AM. Now I'm home alone; my brother is at the rental house fixing equipment, and my mom is at a cosmetic clinic using her remaining 'gold spoon' face massage rights. She invited me, but I was too lazy to go.3m 40sJun 27◡I'm awake, but I didn't sleep well at all. The server uptime application kept sending crazy alerts around 1 AM, screaming "server down, server down," waking me up repeatedly.51sJun 27⌇I'm stuck in boredom lately, or maybe my dopamine is low again (*laughs*). When I'm not doing anything, I just scroll, and it's a hell loop. I finish one thing, then scroll again. This evening, feeling bored (*yawn*), I volunteered to go buy mala, but the shop was closed.4m 03sJun 27◡I went to the gym this morning. I walked for over an hour, then mixed in some running—only a kilometer, but I pushed myself full speed. It was exhausting, but the walking alone made me sweat and burned a good amount of calories. I'm trying to talk, but I'm watching an ROV match right now (*laughs*). Taiwan just beat Vietnam.2m 38sJun 27◡I just opened my eyes (*sighs*). I slept really well, but it's 9 AM already. It's strange to wake up and find everyone else in the house already up, talking about work, while I'm still in bed. (*laughs*) Oh, life.1m 32sJun 26◐I got this entry in just a minute before midnight (*laughs*). This morning I had a really good gym session, doing all lower body weights, then cardio and running. It was super tough, but I got through it with sheer willpower. For breakfast, I had chicken biryani from my usual spot, as mom asked me to pick it up.9m 29sJun 25◐I feel like (*laughs*) the previous entry had a lot of words, but once it was structured, quite a bit of content got cut.49sJun 25◐It's past midnight now (*yawns*). Today, Thursday, was mostly unproductive. I skipped the gym because of an upset stomach, making many trips to the bathroom. Plans to fly a drone with my brother to photograph some land also got pushed to tomorrow. (*laughs*) I suspect it was mala from an unfamiliar restaurant, not my mom's green curry.7m 47sJun 25◡I guess it went exactly as I thought it would (*dry laugh*). I was finally asleep, really deep, when I heard this loud *clang* from the Mac. The cat had walked across the keyboard, and the sound was so jarring.1m 13sJun 24⌇It's almost 1 AM (*laughs*). I'm late tonight because I was talking to strangers on a website called Drinks on Me. We exchanged some ideas, which was good, but now I'm so sleepy (*laughs*). My cat just jumped up and is bothering me. I should probably pick him up and move him, otherwise I won't sleep well. He's just staring at me (*laughs*), so I'll arrange a place for him to sleep.3m 20sJun 24◠The green curry was so delicious (*laughs*). Made with pork neck, oh wow.34sJun 24◡It's past three, nothing to do. I'm just lying on the bed for a bit (*laughs*), not sleeping, but resting my eyes from scrolling. If I fell asleep now, I know I'd wake up feeling more tired.2m 53sJun 23◡Hello. (*sighs*) I'm recording this before midnight tonight. My eyes feel a bit strained. Today seemed to go well; it was a good day. I had a client meeting this morning around nine and was there until about two or three in the afternoon (*laughs*). It went well. It's just how things are, I guess. Results come from actions. I try to think of it that way, so I don't get too emotional about work; it's just my main job.8m 11sJun 22◐My aunt is visiting for a four-day holiday; I haven't seen her in months and missed her. My mom always (*laughs*) gets so happy when she's around, someone to tease and go places with. I also remembered I resubscribed to Claude's Max Plan yesterday, and now I have a lot of small project ideas bubbling up.3m 27sJun 22◐I'm ready for bed now (*laughs*). I didn't record last night, too sleepy at 2 AM (*yawns*). Yesterday, Sunday, I went with my brother to look at a house. While he talked to the owner, I played with their son and daughter (*laughs*). They were so cute.4m 05sJun 22◡I haven't slept yet, but I just remembered I missed recording last night's entry. Yesterday was really fun, and a lot happened, so much so that time flew by until past 1 AM. I only remembered I needed to record after I'd already turned off the lights and was in bed.52sJun 20◠Hello. (*laughs*) I always start these entries the same way, don't I? It's 12:30 AM now. I just finished gaming with friends, but we stopped a bit early because my friends had other plans. I completely forgot that I have a busy day tomorrow, even though it's Sunday. Tomorrow morning, I'm heading out of town, to a different district, to check on a property.6m 27sJun 19◠Hello. It's almost 1 AM, later than usual. I was actually getting sleepy around 12:20 AM, ready for bed because I'm getting used to this late schedule (*laughs*). But then I got too absorbed in anime and hadn't showered yet. So I just finished, my hair still a bit damp, but I'm in bed now and too lazy to dry it completely.8m 39sJun 18◐It's midnight, time to fall into bed. My nose is a bit stuffy, just started. I'm listening to music on the speaker, set to turn off soon. I was just really into the song. (*laughs*) My thoughts have been pretty scattered lately when I'm alone. (*sighs*) Tonight, I don't have much to say, but I'd rather just listen to music and get lost in it. I did go out today though; I went for a run this morning. (*laughs*) Another good day for that.5m 45sJun 17◐I just got into bed. It's 12:30 AM. Oh my goodness. I managed to read a couple of pages of my book before bed, just to keep the progression going (*laughs*). That's because I spent the whole evening watching a new anime, *Frieren: Beyond Journey's End*. It's really popular and highly rated, but I was a bit prejudiced against it at first. I often am with new shows, but since I've had a lot of free time lately, I've been binging. This one is so good (*laughs*). It reminds me of *Attack on Titan*. The story is excellent; it weaves in so many ideas and thoughts through the animation. It's clever and accessible. I just watched episode 18 and still have more to go for season one. I might watch the rest tomorrow.5m 02sJun 16◐It's 12:50 AM. I just finished reading a book by CK and I'm really surprised. It's better than I thought, very enjoyable. I've already read over thirty pages, into chapter three. The graphics are well done, easy to understand, and the content is all substance. I'm glad I bought it (*laughs*), it was the last copy at SE-ED Books. I wasn't even looking for it, but the staff mentioned it. I'll read more tomorrow.7m 01sJun 15◡It's almost one in the morning (*sighs*). I skipped games tonight and watched anime instead. My hands have been getting such a heavy workout lately that I think I need to take a break from gaming for a while. I'd planned to rest completely today, but I still went for a run this morning, and I could already feel my hands aching, a clear sign I'm overdoing it.3m 46sJun 14◡Just brushed my teeth. It's 2 AM (*yawning*). You know what that means if I'm up this late — I've been playing games (*laughs*). My hand feels sluggish, starting to go numb again. I really need to rest.1m 22sJun 13◐It's past 12:40 AM, and I'm late recording this. Not because I was playing games, but because I just sat, listening to music, singing along, and thinking back on the past (*laughs*).3m 14sJun 12⌇It's almost 2 AM, and still hot. I just finished playing games and chatting with friends on Discord. Every time I play, it’s hard to get to bed by midnight. I’ve set the AC timer for two nights now, but it’s always still running when I wake up. My arm has been feeling much better from running and general activity, but I think I’ve overdone it with two days of intense gaming and running. My hand feels a bit swollen (*laughs*), so I'll probably rest it tomorrow.5m 29sJun 11◠Just now, I went to the bathroom before bed and walked back to my room. Both Platu and Mumu were sitting on the table (*laughs*). They looked so endearing.30sJun 11⌇It's 2 AM (*laughs*). I went to the gym this morning, focusing on cardio, and it was truly exhausting. My body felt so unused to that kind of activity. I wasn't even running fast, maybe pace 10, but my heart rate shot up to 160, 170. I ended up walking more than running for the 35 minutes I planned, just to keep my heart rate in Zone 2.4m 58sJun 10◡Here I am again, back to zero days. (*laughs*) Will I ever make it to a month? This is why I don't like recording near midnight; I always forget if I managed to record before or after the deadline. I need to put in eye drops — my eyes are so dry from staring at the computer all day.3m 49sJun 9⌇I'm in bed now, before midnight. I'm trying to reset my sleep schedule, get my wake-up times back to normal. I got a bit loose when I was hooked on anime. Tomorrow I plan to go to the gym because I ate so much durian for two or three days straight while watching. It was crazy.5m 36sJun 8◐It's 1:30 AM (*yawns*). I just finished Attack on Titan, and I feel completely gutted. It's a profound anime, truly heartbreaking, and I'm left with both admiration and a strange sense of disappointment that it didn't end happily. I keep thinking how different it would have been to watch it without any spoilers.4m 18sJun 8⌇(*sighs*) Didn't record last night; I was asleep by 3 AM, as usual. Just woke up at 11 AM, despite disabling the alarm before bed. I haven't slept this late in ages. My whole schedule is ruined – I want to be in bed by midnight, up by eight. (*sighs*) I'm still here, haven't even gotten up.1m 40sJun 6◡It's 2:40 AM now (*sighs*), and I have a bit of a headache, a dull ache at the back of my neck. I spent the whole day watching Attack on Titan (*laughs*). I started last night, got up to about episode ten of Part 1, and today I powered through to Season 3 Part 2. There are only two episodes left of Part 2, then three more Final Parts. It's so much fun, but my head is really throbbing.1m 24sJun 6◡I didn't record before bed last night. I got sucked into Attack on Titan, staying up until two in the morning. Normally, I'm asleep by midnight these days (*laughs*), but I was so hooked.1m 45sJun 5◡My 8 AM alarm goes off daily, but (*sighs*) I never feel rested, even after going to bed around midnight. I'd planned to hit the gym for cardio this morning.1m 05sJun 4◠It's past midnight, and I thought about watching anime, but nothing felt right; maybe my attention span is just short (*laughs*). I'd considered an Isekai where the hero becomes a farmer, but it didn't quite appeal. Today I got a new mattress. My mom ordered it because the old coconut fiber one was so hard. This new one is so soft I just sink into it (*laughs*), though I wonder if it will make my back hurt more. I'm not used to it yet. It rained during the day, but it's stopped since evening.6m 11sJun 3◐It's midnight exactly (*laughs*). I just brushed my teeth and should probably go to bed, but I'll watch one more anime episode first. I didn't wake up too early today, around 8 AM. As I mentioned yesterday, I went out of town to Phang Nga. It was a rush from the morning; in Krabi, it looked like it had been raining since early morning, and we almost canceled because of how heavy it was, like a storm. My brother, though, said we should still go. We picked up Pol, and I remember his mom saying, "Oh, it's fine, it's not raining in Phang Nga. His dad checked the weather app, said it would be clear." (*laughs*)4m 17sJun 2◠I was just about to fall asleep (*laughs*). I reached for the pull cord on my IKEA lamp to turn it off, and my cat was sleeping right there. When I pulled the cord, it started swinging, and the cat saw it. Of course, the cat woke up and immediately started swatting at it, playing with the cord. I couldn't get any sleep!57sJun 2⌇It's midnight. (*sighs*) Today was a really good day (*laughs*) — good in a very good way, but also very down. I felt like I got a little too caught up in something. Still, it was a good day because I got back to Day One at the gym. My face scan almost didn't work; the system barely recognized me (*laughs*). I just finished playing games with Pon, then hung out on Discord for a bit.2m 14sJun 1⌇It's almost 1:30 AM again. I remember at 10 PM, I thought my friends weren't around to play games. (*laughs*) But after that, we gathered and just talked for hours. Now my sleep schedule is completely messed up.47sJun 1⌇I let out a breath. What time is it? Just ten o'clock. I've been coding all day, adding features and making a lot of improvements. I actually want to keep going, but I hit the token limit. It's going to reset in about fifty minutes (*laughs*), but until then, I can't really play around with it anymore. So I'm taking a break, resting my eyes a bit.2m 33s
May 2026
May 31◐It's past midnight on June 1st, a new month. (*laughs*) It's already been a year since I was ordained as a monk for about 14 or 15 days. Time flies. (*sighs*) I remember my hand condition, which I still have, flared up just one day before the ordination. That was terrible.6m 08sMay 30⌇It's past midnight. just fell asleep. I almost didn't record this, feeling a bit lazy and down (*laughs*). But I told myself: discipline, discipline, discipline. The idea for this app was never to force anything, just to reflect a little. If I want to speak, I speak, even just a little. If not, I just record something small.2m 09sMay 29◡It's past midnight, and I'm so sleepy (*laughs*), but it was a good day. We closed the client. Today I also went to check on the new house, and it looks like there are some problems. It'll need more renovation than I expected.5m 32sMay 28◡It's six in the morning already. (*sighs*) I'm so incredibly sleepy. My eyes are still closed; I just want to keep sleeping. I can't get out of bed right now.42sMay 28⌇I didn't record yesterday, so I'm not sure if my streak is still intact. I'm back home now, after traveling to Phuket to drop Sky off at the airport for his trip to Dubai. I went with Phon and my older brother. It was a lot of fun, quite a wild day, and it's been a long time since we've had a trip like this as a group (*sighs*). I might be a bit off track (*laughs*) because I barely slept last night. We stayed at a hotel near the airport that Sky booked; he slept with my brother, and Phon and I shared a room. It was a good trip, even if it was just one night. Sky is in Dubai for about ten days, and it was nice to explore Phuket again. I haven't been there since I was a kid, so it was interesting to see it as an adult, with so much changed.7m 22sMay 26◡What a week it's been (*laughs*). It was busy, but I'm really proud of how I got through it, and how the family business went. Everything turned out as I'd hoped, even better than expected. I hope I can keep this rhythm going.5m 33sMay 25◡I stayed up really late last night (*sighs*), only getting four hours of sleep. I woke up early to register for the wallet app.1m 16sMay 24⌇Hello (*sighs*). I'm completely screwed. It's past one in the morning, and I have to be up at 6 AM. I have an appointment then, and after 6 or 7, I'm traveling to Koh Lanta again. I'm so screwed (*laughs*).56sMay 23◠Hello, it's past one in the morning. I just brushed my teeth, getting ready for bed. (*laughs*) Today was so much fun. We played Sounds fishy, the web game I mentioned I was building for Discord. We played from the afternoon until 5 PM, then again from 9 PM until just now, 1:30 AM. It was really good. There were five of us: me, Pohn, Non, Fiew, and Van. It was great to get everyone together, especially Fiew, who hasn't been on Discord in a while, busy with his own activities.3m 57sMay 23⌇Three entries in one day, good morning. (*sighs*) Woke up a bit early, it's 8 AM now. Last night, I planned to go to sleep right after my last recording, but I called Van. He'd wished me a happy birthday recently, but I was busy, so we only just got to talk. We ended up chatting for over an hour (*laughs*). I missed him. We talked about so many things, even joking about how much easier our final project would have been in college if we'd had AI then. We made plans to play the 'Sound Fishy On Web' game I built last night.4m 58sMay 22◐I just finished showering; it's 12:40 AM. (*sighs*) I'm not sure if I should call this "today" or "tomorrow" anymore. Yesterday, I woke up around eight for a client meeting, driving all the way to Koh Lanta. It felt like crossing provinces, arriving exactly at eleven. The meeting was okay, I guess; we'll see if the contract goes through.8m 06sMay 22⌇"What the fuck." (*laughs*) It's 12:10 AM. I was just about to take a shower when I suddenly thought, wait, did I record yesterday's entry before or after midnight? If it was after, it would count for yesterday, right? But if it was before... oh crap. I checked the website and, oh my god, the day streak is gone! Sixteen days, gone. If today counted, it would have been seventeen. So sad. (*laughs*) Just ten minutes too late.1m 35sMay 21⌇Feeling a bit down tonight, though I think I know why. Woke up early for a client meeting that got pushed to tomorrow because of rain and conflicting schedules. We have to leave around 8 AM to cross to Koh Lanta. Right now, I'm listening to "All Of The Stars"—it puts me in a good mood (*laughs*).6m 22sMay 20◠It's 1 AM, just finished talking with friends on Discord. I really wanted to sleep early tonight, but here we are (*yawns*). It's been raining all day, probably across the whole south. It started right when I woke up. I actually had an early client meeting scheduled outside the district, but (*laughs*) the rain cancelled it.6m 40sMay 20⌇I'm just checking in to protect my streak. I'll come back and record a proper entry before bed tonight. For now, this is just a placeholder.15sMay 18◐(*sighs*) Happy birthday to me. I'm turning twenty-four (*laughs*), I almost forgot the number. I was born around 11:40 PM, so it's not quite the exact moment yet, but I guess no one is that serious about those kinds of biological clocks. I'm another year older.7m 04sMay 18⌇I haven't recorded anything yet, and I almost lost my streak. I'm putting this down now just to keep it going.22sMay 17⌇It's almost noon, and I'm out somewhere for lunch. I'm at a campsite now, having changed provinces from Hat Yai. I'm not even sure if I've reached Satun yet. There's no internet, but I'm recording this now to upload later.56sMay 16◡Now I was woken up. I really shouldn't have stayed up so late (*sighs*).27sMay 15⌇It's the same old time again. (*sighs*) I'm stuck to this chair, not getting up to do anything, so I still haven't showered. It's past midnight, and I'll probably go to bed at 1 AM, as usual. I want to make this app a habit, to keep some discipline, because I've always wanted to journal, but writing just doesn't flow for me. Speaking feels more natural, less friction. But some days, I don't know what to say, or I'm just too sleepy.5m 44sMay 14◐It's almost 1 AM and I just finished showering. I'm talking under the blanket because the music is pretty loud. (*sings*) "Last night I lay in bed so blue 'cause I realized the truth they can’t love me like you." I feel so energetic right now, it's a real vibe. Maybe it's just the shower. Tomorrow I have a physical therapy appointment in the morning. I'm determined not to postpone it this time, even though I'm scared I'll press snooze button.4m 33sMay 13○It's 1:30 AM, the usual time (*laughs*). I'm in bed, lights off, eyes closed, but I still have my headphones on, thinking I'll listen to a bit more music.3m 01sMay 12◐It's 12:30 AM. Recapping the day before bed, I got to talk a bit, though I slept very little last night (*laughs*). Woke up early and went into the city with my brother for some errands. My hand has been hurting since that long Roblox session the other day, so no games today. It's swollen and won't heal; my hot/cold pack just expired.5m 16sMay 12◡I started off singing a bit, "If you're wondering why I do the things that I do." (*laughs*) I was trying to remember the song, "If You Wonder," by... Jeff Je-something? I couldn't quite place the artist.38sMay 10◡Hello. (*yawns*) It's 12:30 AM. I was just about to fall asleep, really getting comfortable, when I remembered I hadn't recorded this. So I woke myself up for it (*sighs*). I'd just finished showering, and all the lights were already off. I was ready for bed.47sMay 9◡(*sighs*) I woke up today and realized I didn't sleep well at all. I had a migraine-type headache during the day, which often happens when I don't get good sleep. Tonight, I just want to sleep until past midnight.1m 30sMay 8⌇It's 2 AM again. (*sighs*) I've already turned off my alarm, ready for the day, but there's still so much buzzing in my head. I was working on a new tool, frustrated with sending files between my Mac and Windows. Online services like web RTC are so slow, they just won't connect. I've been annoyed by this so many times that I finally decided to have an AI create the web app for me.5m 10sMay 8◡It's almost 2:30 PM, and I'm so sleepy (*sighs*). I woke up around 9:30 this morning when my brother came to wake me. I'd thought I had no tasks, but a client scheduled a contract transfer. I was too groggy, so my brother went without me. (*laughs*) I just came back to write code.2m 26sMay 7⌇It's almost three in the morning, you crazy person! (*laughs*) I got a bit carried away. My eyes are so dry, they feel like they're about to close. Suddenly there's just so much to do.59sMay 7◠It's midnight (*laughs*). I went to the hospital today but couldn't get a new queue ticket — they said no walk-ins. My next appointment isn't until the 15th, so I'll just have to wait and try to avoid using my hands too much. I'm recording this before I do anything else, just waiting for Claude Code to reset its five-hour limit. I've covered myself with a blanket to try and muffle any background music.3m 13sMay 7◡Someone tell me why, *laughs*. I meant to snooze the alarm for just ten minutes, but then I custom snoozed for half an hour. It felt like I'd only been asleep for a few seconds before it rang again. So frustrating. I really need to try and sleep earlier after this; I'm so sleepy.1m 37sMay 6◐It's 1 AM, and I'm back in bed. I've been quite emotional today, feeling down, thinking about so many things — memories from the past, worries about the future, the uncertainty of it all. The music I've been listening to, like "Nothing With You" and "Modern Loneliness," just pulled me deeper sighs.3m 53sMay 6◐I'm curious about the mood tags that keep appearing — 'restless,' 'tired,' things like that. *laughs* The AI is supposed to detect the mood from the raw transcript after it's structured. So why does it always seem to land on 'restless' or something similar? *laughs* I must come across as tired every single day.37sMay 6◡It's almost 3:57 PM. It's been raining so heavily since early afternoon. My cat, Pla-too, went to the vet today. He had some inflammation, trying to clear his throat, making a little coughing sound. He got an injection and is resting now; I hope he gets better soon. The doctor was really good.1m 42sMay 6⌇I just woke up, *laughs*, it's already past nine in the morning. Too late for physical therapy; I planned to wake at eight but turned off the alarm.1m 31sMay 5◡It's 1 AM again. sighs I just finished playing Roblox with friends, riding bikes, which was a lot of fun. I guess I lost my streak, since it's past midnight and I didn't record earlier. I actually tried recording at 6 PM on my computer, but didn't realize my closed MacBook's microphone was being used, so there was no sound. I spoke for about two minutes, all for nothing.4m 01sMay 4◐Today started a bit earlier than usual, but it's midnight again. I'm going to sleep right after this because I have to wake up early for some business errands. Today was quite emotional; I haven't been this stuck in my feelings for a while. I think it was partly from listening to so much music when I had free time. My friends were on Discord, but I couldn't join them because of my early start. My phone battery is swollen, which is weird because I just got it replaced in February. I got it checked today, and they'll replace it tomorrow.3m 39sMay 3◡Hello. It's before bed again, and there's not much time to talk, I guess laughs. I just finished playing games with friends.2m 23sMay 2◡It's 2:15 AM right now, (*laughs*). I just finished a really intense game of ROV with my friend in Awaken mode. It was so much fun.49sMay 1⌇I haven't recorded in a few days — my streak is definitely gone. I've been playing games until 1 or 2 AM, then just crashing. It's 1:17 AM now, and all the lights are off. I won't talk long; my eyes are closed and I'm ready for sleep. I'm about to put on a universe documentary, something about our cosmos, with a sleep timer.3m 26s
April 2026
Apr 27◡Today was just too much. So many things happened from morning through night, and now it's 1 AM. I want to talk about it, but I have an early start again tomorrow. I really wanted to be asleep by 10 or 11 PM, but life just keeps happening.1m 00sApr 26◡It's not yet midnight, but I need to get to sleep. Tomorrow is Monday, and I have a very early client meeting. I'm already feeling tired, so I really should get to bed soon.37sApr 25⌇It's 1 AM, and I'm still up, improving a bot. I'm deep into refactoring a lot of code, changing things and adding new features. I've been working on projects all day, and I'm really addicted to coding right now. I love it.1m 37sApr 24◡This is just me complaining right now. It's almost 1 AM, and I'll talk about the app's concept next time.56sApr 24✳Hello! Today was a good day, a really good one. We even had a power outage, not during the day, but in the evening. It was completely dark, not just at home, but everywhere outside.2m 19sApr 23◡I was already in bed, eyes closed, and almost forgot. Then I remembered I had to record this, because I don't want to lose my win streak. I'm so sleepy now, I just want to sleep.23sApr 22◡I woke up at 5 AM today, or rather, I just couldn't sleep. My body seemed to know I had an early start and woke itself up. The power was out since morning, too. Tomorrow, I have to wake up early again at 7 AM, and it's already past midnight now.1m 45sApr 21◡It's 12:30 AM on the 22nd. I didn't really plan what to reflect on tonight. Yesterday, I woke up around 8 AM and went to work, then had a client meeting in the afternoon.2m 22sApr 20⌇I just finished showering. There's so much I want to talk about, especially the initial concept for this website—all my pain points, what I wanted, and what I didn't like. But it's past 1 AM, so I'll save that story for later. For now, I'll just keep testing the system, and good night.31sApr 20✳I'm really excited about this "Note" concept. It's something I've wanted to do for a long time, but I didn't have the design in my head. I got Claude Design to help build it out, and now it's here for recording and reflecting on myself. It can be public or private, a space for my own stories.1m 22s
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