It's 2 AM (laughs). I went to the gym this morning, focusing on cardio, and it was truly exhausting. My body felt so unused to that kind of activity. I wasn't even running fast, maybe pace 10, but my heart rate shot up to 160, 170. I ended up walking more than running for the 35 minutes I planned, just to keep my heart rate in Zone 2.
I'm still feeling frustrated about the family business. It's not boredom, but a deep tiredness of things staying the same. If it doesn't change, everything I've tried will feel pointless. My dad, specifically, seems to misunderstand so many fundamental things about the business system. When we talk, it's like we're seeing completely different pictures (sighs). Everyone else in the house sees things the same way I do, but he's the outlier. I think I'll have to just revolutionize it myself.
The reason I'm up so late is because I was playing ROV with friends — Non, Pon, and Fiew. We started around 10 PM and had so much fun; it was hilarious (laughs). It's a happy time, these moments are good. Tomorrow's Friday, so I'll probably stay home, maybe go to the gym again for cardio, perhaps cycling or incline walking since I did leg weights today. I need to get some sleep before my 8 AM alarm.