Guys! I finally found my left Airpods tonight (sighs). I was so confused, I'd looked all day, checked everywhere – under, behind the cabinet, every nook. I'd given up and was about to order new ones. Then, just now, while on Discord with friends, I glanced left and saw them sitting on a book on a shelf (laughs). I'm still surprised they ended up there. If the cat had knocked them, they'd usually fall to the floor. But they somehow landed inside the bookshelf. (yawns)
I didn't do much this evening, just went to the market with my mom to buy food since she didn't cook today. We got pork stew and other curries, and my dad bought roti for everyone. It was a heavy calorie day (laughs). I think I need to stop running for a while. My hands feel heavy every time, not like the first week when they didn't swell or feel numb. Running often, I feel like I'm using them a lot, having to tense my arms to keep them from swinging. If I don't, the inflammation will just get worse, turning into scar tissue. I might try cycling instead, something lighter, but I'm sad about my Heart Rate; I was finally starting to enjoy running.
Yesterday, I didn't record an entry because I was stressed with myself and my family. The family work feels so unhappy and depressing, always with people issues and disagreements. It's supposed to be easy work, but it's soul-crushing (laughs). I'm tired of fighting. Part of me just wants to go out and live my own life, but my current physical condition holds me back. I need to focus on getting healthy first, letting my arms heal, then I can decide what's next. I can't even exercise like I used to, so how can I do things for others or earn money? This entry is a reflection, a way to speak it out and feel lighter, and for my future self to read.
Tomorrow, I might go out and fly the drone to take pictures of some new areas I just got.