Woke up at six again, damn it. I go to bed at midnight and still wake up at six. (sighs) This pattern keeps coming back in phases, these periods where I just don't sleep well.
It's not that I'm not tired — I'm exhausted — but my body just knows it has to wake up. It's crazy. (laughs) Instead of waking up at seven or eight, it's always six.
It's just this cycle, and it's annoying. (laughs) No, I can't let myself feel this way. I need to adjust my mood. "Oh, what a bright morning! What a good day to wake up early and... do what?" That's it. Bye.