It's midnight, time to fall into bed. My nose is a bit stuffy, just started. I'm listening to music on the speaker, set to turn off soon. I was just really into the song. (laughs) My thoughts have been pretty scattered lately when I'm alone. (sighs) Tonight, I don't have much to say, but I'd rather just listen to music and get lost in it. I did go out today though; I went for a run this morning. (laughs) Another good day for that.
But today I drove the motorcycle, and it made my hands swell. My mom's car was blocking the way, so I had to use the bike. I used my hands a lot today because I spent the afternoon cleaning a rental house. The tenants moved out — they bought another house we offered them. The house was a complete mess (laughs), so many stains, handprints, black marks. It was a brand new house when they moved in, so it's a shame. I feel bad for the house. (laughs) It's stained, and even after cleaning, it's not sparkling like it was. I don't understand what they did. They had a lot of people living there. From now on, I'll have to screen tenants more carefully and ask for a higher deposit. My hands are really swollen from all the work.
When I got back, I just watched more anime. I finished season one of "Frieren" and now I'm almost through season two. (laughs) I've been binging anime lately. I don't want this one to end, even though I know the manga isn't finished, so there will be more to follow. Where have all the romantic feelings gone? (laughs) I ask myself that a lot lately. I look around, like at my brother, who's about to move in with his girlfriend. Soon he'll have his own family. And I still have no idea (laughs) what kind of person I'll meet, or who that person will be. There's just so much to think about and do. Tomorrow's Friday, and I'm not sure what I'll have to do. (laughs) I might go to the gym though. I'll see how it goes. I'm getting sleepy now. I'll just go to bed. I'll find a podcast to listen to as I drift off. (laughs)