I'm stuck in boredom lately, or maybe my dopamine is low again (laughs). When I'm not doing anything, I just scroll, and it's a hell loop. I finish one thing, then scroll again. This evening, feeling bored (yawn), I volunteered to go buy mala, but the shop was closed.
Instead of going home, I went for a walk to enjoy nature near the city. It felt good, reminding me of Bangkok. When I lived in a condo there, I'd often go for evening walks, seeing people running or playing basketball and badminton. It was comforting. Today, I bought some guava to eat while I walked, trying not to touch my phone, just absorbing the atmosphere. I miss that way of life in Bangkok; here, I have to drive if I want to feel that atmosphere, unlike just stepping out of a condo.
The music is really loud right now, but I'm lying down to record this before I sleep. My brother says we have to leave at 7 AM for a 9 AM client meeting, which means waking up at 6 AM (laughs). I was thinking about what book to read, probably CK again, I want to finish it. But at night, I don't really want to read anything too serious. I'll go to bed around 10 or 11 PM.