I don't really feel like talking much tonight, even though it was a good day. I met up with friends and we did so much since morning: played board games, went for ice cream, then more board games, and ended with shabu. I also went to physical therapy this morning. Tomorrow we might go out early (sighs).
This week has been so tiring, not physically, but mentally. It's mostly about work, and my own mental state. I know I can find ways to feel better, but it always comes at a cost. Before this, I had so many negative thoughts, even about myself, to the point where I just wanted to disappear, to not perceive anything anymore.
I'm trying to get better, and I think I'm doing well, just slowly moving forward (sighs). I'm trying to follow my own heart, be a bit selfish, be myself, not be controlled by anyone. I'm going to listen to some music now, maybe something a bit deep (laughs). I'll find a deep song to play.