Just woke up (laughs). I realized I forgot to record last night — I've been forgetting a lot lately. I didn't mean to, but I did, falling asleep around midnight while listening to a podcast. Yesterday was stressful. I was worried about my mental health and talked to AI about it, not knowing who else to speak with.
Around 4 PM, I decided to drive to the beach and just sit there aimlessly. I went to our hostel and sat by the sea; there was no one else there. I looked at the beach, at the sea, trying to soothe my mind. On the drive there, I actually burst into tears. (crying) It seemed to help a bit, made me feel a little better, but then (sighs)… we’ll see. A storm rolled in, so I drove back and picked up some mala from the night market. It was so delicious, unlike other places.
Today, my brother mentioned a client meeting, and if the weather's good, maybe I'll go drone flying. I'm still so sleepy though. I keep waking up at 7 AM these days (yawn). I want to sleep until 8 or 9, but I always wake up needing to pee and then can't fall back asleep. Same thing today.