I was supposed to be asleep by now. (laughs) What even is discipline? Sorry, I've just been fighting battles on too many fronts lately. (sighs) I really need to just keep to myself for a bit right now. I don't feel ready to expose how I'm feeling to anyone yet — still so confused about so many things.
I was just lying here listening to "Dao Nam Thang" on repeat.
Today was a long one. First thing this morning, I had business at the Land Office — sorting out documents for plots that had been seized under an attachment order from the Thonburi Court. We managed to get the freeze lifted on two of the plots, though one is still tangled up with three other claims, so that isn't finished. But the plot where the buyer already put down a deposit got transferred successfully, which was a huge relief. At least that sale can move forward.
We got there around ten. My brother came along in the morning, but by afternoon I was on my own because he had to show a client a rental house. (laughs) Luckily parking was easy, but the whole thing dragged on because papers went missing and there was problem after problem. Total chaos. I didn't get out of there until past five.
Right when I was heading home, finally breathing a sigh of relief and thinking today turned out alright, I backed straight into a fence. (laughs) I was just chilling, daydreaming while reversing, and tapped right into it. A soft bump, but damn it. And driving today was ridiculous anyway — I got cut off three or four times. Really felt like my luck was in the gutter.
Went to the gym with my brother in the evening to walk for a bit, but I barely lasted half an hour. The balls of my feet were aching so badly. I've been pushing through the pain for days, telling myself I'd grind out today and then rest tomorrow, but my feet hurt too much, so we just called it and came home.
Didn't get around to uploading any photos lately. I'll drop them in later.